Not My Home
Hi all,
I'm going to preface this post by saying it may sound cheesy or cliche but I wanna talk about it anyway!
Lately, I have had some amazing and freeing time with God. Sometimes when I walk on the streets going from one lesson to another, I will listen to music on my ipod, and all i feel like doing is Worshiping the Lord! There's a gravel road that is near our home. It goes behind a school. One night I took our dog out for a walk and took my ipod along. As we walked and played i was overcome with the Beauty of God. It being night time and darker out I felt the freedom to sing out as loud as i could, and I lifted my arms to heaven and danced around in the cool night air. It was wonderful.
I have never known before now what the words "This world is not my home" meant. Now, living in a foreign land, I know how it feels to be alien. In the states, as a young, white, female it is easy to fit in! Easy to feel like you belong. However, I now know what it feels like to long for home, a true home. But now, the desiring is not for Tennessee, or for my parents, but for my heavenly home. It's an amazing feeling to know that you do not belong here. I also feel a great dependance on The Father. Sometimes when I am sad or alone, I can remember that He is all I need and i honestly believe it. You know many times we say "Jesus is all I need" but in all honesty you don't believe what you say. I have never felt it more than now.
God is Great.
Peace and Love to you all,
Amanda Larsen Wells